Doctor-visit (is she on her way?) & baby-shopping.

Friday
I woke up very early, made some coffeé and took a long shower. 😊 After that Tom made some breakfast for me (avocado-sandwiches 😍) and then I did my makeup. 
 
My Doctor visit was at 1 PM in Lahti City Hospital. The urine-test, my bloodpresure and everything with my baby was perfect! Our baby is now around 2700 gram big. 😍 The Doctor was also feeling at my cervcial os, and it is OPEN 1,5 cm! 😁 So the Doctor said that: "Yes something has been going on and something is happening in there. So when you think it's ready it's time to call the hospital. It can be near now.". She said that after they have been there "down", feeling, it can start some pains. I was smiling and the Doctor too, then we where like byee, *smiling at each other* haha. 😄
 
..And yes she had right! I got soo much pain in my whole belly and I couldn't barely walk! I walked in slow-motion to the nearest shopping mall. Sitting in a cafeteria, drinking a cold Cola. When I rested there for a while I went in to Life & buyed pregnancy vitamins because my was ending. Then I bought D-vitamin drops with probiotic-bacterias for my baby-girl. 
 
After buying some vitamins I went in to H&M and bought some baby-clothes. I also bought a red diadem to myself in Glitter. I LOVE diadems nowadays haha! I don't know why but I am just a diadem freak now a days! 😂 
 
Then I bought a ice-coffeé and a cream cheese bagel in Espresso House. I sat there for very long, sending snapchats and talked in the phone. Like a real pregnant, coffeé-drinking becoming mama. 🤣
 
When I was done in the mall I came home, was just chilling! Later at the evening me and Tom went out and bought food. (He bought kebab and me; a Pizza).
 
Even more later we went to the food-store, just buying snacks. 🤣 Then we just took it easy and I was online-shopping for out baby. I just bought cover/protection to the baby-bed and a changing mat. 😉 Then we went to bed. 💖
 
Pictures from this day:
 Did you know that I have been working in Life, in Stockholm? 😊

Bright red is very in now! 😍
No I'm not this pale, it's just a snapchart filter! (But I wish I were, it's so beautiful!)
 
These pants are MUCH more pink IRL! I think our lamp is too bright for the camera to handle haha!
These baby-clothes is a matching-set! 
 

Very warm day!

Thursday
I woke up today at 6:30 AM, and I got up 3 times this night because of the heat and the reason that I needed to pee three times. 😅 I was still alert in the morning! Until I got a bad headache. 😓 I was resting on the sofa, trying to get some sleep but I couldn't beacause I got an phone-call. 😒 Lucky enought, my headache disapeared for a while. Then it came back again.
 
My mum & her friend picked me up with the car and we went to a second-hand store with only child and baby things. (I have blogged about that place before). My mum bought me a baby memory book. Just what I wanted too! I did not find anything find this time but I love the memory book that my mum bought us. (See pictures😊)
 
After that; they drove me home and I still had headache... It was/is sooo warm so I was just taking it easy on the sofa until my fianceé came home.
 
We went to the food store, buying some food and sushi. We ate sushi as a late lunch. 😍 He hated sushi but this year I made him LOVE it hahaha. 😉 Finally beacause I'm a sushi freak HIHI. 😇
 
Almost direcly after the sushi I went to a mall here near us that's called Syke. I was getting my package (the pregnancy-dresses from Zalando that I ordered and the fluffy slippers).
I am SO DISAPPOINTED on the dresses! They looked like some bad quality clothes from Wish or someting! 😤 Big NO NO NO , I got so sad, disappointed and mad.. Because I have almost no clothes that fits me right now or then the clothes is not something to wear now when it's summer. (I know, the baby is going to be born soon, but stil!). So I am going to send back the UGLY dresses but keep my fluffy slippers, because the slippers are AWESOME & soooo cute! 😍 They are 1 size bigger than my normal shoe-size because my feets, as said, are very swollen. My toes are like small chorizoes. 🤣😅
 
When I came home babe started to wash the dishes and I folded some clothes, then I organized in the hall (not done with that) & he was cooking a nice steak to us for dinner. We ate the chicken pasta-salad left from yesterday with a steak. So fresh and good! 💚
 
After that we have just been socalizating and enjoyed our 3 blowing fans here in the heat haha! 😂 It has been 30C in the shadow today, and it will be 30C tomorrow too when I'm going to the Doctor tomorrow. I think I am going to sleep better this night, 'cause I am really tierd! Goodnight everybody. 😴
 
Pictures from today:
Lol
Look at my swollen toes!! 🤣😅😂

The start of this week.

Monday, tuesday & wednesday.
Hellooo everybody! 😊
These days I have accually only been at home; cleaning, washing clothes, folded clothes, fixing little in the baby's room and doing some pedicure. My toe-nails are now beautiful and bright red! 😜 It was kinda hard to paint the toe-nails when the bg belly is in the way, haha! 😊
 
Today I have been having very much contractions. My body is getting ready for the big day! 
 
On friday I am going to see a doctor because I'm going to be at pregnancy-week 38 (37 completed weeks). It means that about 2 days our baby is fully developed! 😁 So if she for example borns then, she is not a premature baby. 😍 Hihi omg!! Now it's so near!! Soon she is here, our little Finnish princess. 😍
 
Tomorrow and on friday I am going to have very eventful days. 😁 So I promise I am going to give you a really exciting blog-posts this week! A long and exciting week is in front of me. 😉 Stay tuned! See you guys.
 
Xoxo
 
Pictures from today:
Tom made dinner today; Lemon & basil chicken - pasta salad. 😍💚
So fresh and good!

Pregnancy-clothes shopping, mum on visit & pizza.

Sunday, 21.6.2020
Hello there my readers! 🤗
Today I woke up sometimes before Tom left for work. I did not woke up with a good humour accually. 😅 I was/am just feeling so hopeless in my own big body. I'm feeling huge, disabled, in pain, no fiting clothes, warm, tiered and yeah.. I am just sick of this last stage of pregnancy, you know? 💩 "Only" 26 days left until the E.D.D. 😒
 
My mum and her friend came by around 12 PM. We ate the cake I made this weekend, drank coffee, talked & watched TV.
 
When they left I listened to music & went to the shower. 😃 When I was putting some body-lotion on my fiancée came home. <3 He washed the dishes & then we went to a pizzeria. It takes just 15 min to walk there. We were waiting for the pizza & on the way home I got soo much contractions! It was hurting really much. :/ I can't even walk like a short walk like that. -.-'' Sooo annoying! 😂
 
At home again we ate our pizzas and then we ate cake for dessert. 😊 Watching youtube on the tv. 😜
 
After that I shopped 2 pregnancy dresses and 1 pair of slippers in one bigger size, (bcause my feets are little swollen). I ordered them from Zalando. 😊
 
What do you think? I love the colors! Cinnamon brown & light denim blue.

Colors that are very trendy this summer, 2020. 😉

I want these clothes and slippers nooooow❣😍

Celebrating midsummer with baking a cake!

Midsummer, 20.6.2020 <3
Iloista juhannusta! Glad midsommar! Like we say in finnish and swedish. 🙌

Today I woke up kinda late, around 11 PM something. I was awake from 5 AM tp 7 AM because it's SOO WARM alll the time! But it's summer now,  and I have wanted summer for very long. 😜 Do I have the right to complain then? Haha! Yeaah, a little bit. HIHI 😇
 
Yesterday I baked my first strawberry and heavy cream-cake with one floor of banana filling, and the second layer with vanillacream-filling. 💛 The cake was in the fridge over the night (without he heavycream and decorations on it) so the cake got more juicy & more tasteful! So today I whipped the heavy cream and decorated the cake with a white rose and strawberries. 😍
 
You MUST see the pictures! What do you think? It is soo tasty! My fianceé was like:
"damn this is really, really good!". I'm like: "yeah I know! 😉" HEHE. 😊
 
After that we made a very easy midsummer dinner togheter and ate in the kitchen with roses on the table.  💞 Later we ate the cake for dessert, of course haha! 😁
 
Then we just took it easy here at home! Enjoying life.😊
How was your midsummer? (If you celebrate midsummer) .
 
Pictures of the cake, from start to the final result:
 
Cutting the cake in 3 pieces was absolutly the hardest!


The final result! 😊
 
I AM SO PROUD! 😍 If you want the recipe, please comment down below!

Trying to survive this summer-heat in the last stage of pregnancy!

Sorry I haven't blogged in 1 week now! 😕
That's because the last days has been too warm for me! 😰Then I mean so warm that I for real has been thinking 1000 times that I am not going to survive hahaha. 😅
What have I done the last days?
Well.. NOTHING.. Just trying to survive! 🤣
 
My feets and hands are swollen, It's hard to put on my shoes, it hurts when I walk with my shoes..
My ribs are killing me, it feels like my ribs are going to break, litterally...
Almost my whole body is hurting accually! 
 
I couldn't even go to the pregnancy-group yesterday because the nights are to warm for me so it's hard to sleep. Or then I am feeling ill, having heartburn or pain somewhere.  😑 Yeah..I think you understand what I' going throught now. LOL. This last stage of pregnancy in this hot summer heat is NOT funny.. 😪 I just want this to be over, the delivery can absolutely NOT be worse than this, suffering everyday now. 
 
Today it is exactly 10 % left of my pregnancy. GOD GIVE ME STRENGHT! 🙏
 

Midwife-meeting, barbecue in the countryside & 6 years togheter with Tom. <3

FRIDAY
 
I started the day with eating breakfast with Tom. 💖 He was free from work this day.😊
 
I had a meeting 12:30 PM in Lahti City hospital with my midwife. 😊 My urine sample & blood presure was good. She listened to my baby's heartbeats and movements, and everything sounded really good! 😊 Then she was pushing her hand/fingers in under my stomach to feel how my baby's head was sitting haha! She said that the baby's head was really deep with her head in to my pelvic bone. She wants to come out hahah. 😉 Mummy's little girl. 💗 
 
My weight is now 67,3 kg!! 😱 It's so much haha! Before the pregnancy my weight was 55 kg. So over 12 kg extra is really much for my 158 body. 😜 I feel like a fatso, but that's okay! Everything will disapeard after the delivery. 😉 Direcly when I can work out I will buy a card to the fitness-center. 💪 But first my body must rest 4-6 months after the delivery. 😇
 
After the meeting I went home, and me and Tom was planting basil plants in the balcony. (I gonna describe how we did under the photos.) 👇
 
Later on the day Tom's father came and picked us up. (Paavo too) 😻. Then we went to Toms parents out in the countryside. Paavo loves to run free there, hihi he is so cute. Tom was grilling susages and we were almost all the time outside in the sun. It was soooooo warm! 😎
 
When we came home at the evening we just took it easy. 
 
This day, 12/6-2020 we have been togheter totally 6 years.

I LOVE YOU TOM LAURÉN, most of all & everything!

You will be the best dad, that this world have never seen before! 
 This pictures was from 2015!!
 This picture was also from 2015! From our first apartment in Finland. We had NOTHING when we moved from Sweden to Finland. You can see in the background that we had a mattress on the floor. Not even a real bed. 😳 We have build our life togheter from zero to hero. Think babe, how much we have done, and how much more we can do. 💝 I LOVE YOU TOM!! Thank you for everything. 💞
 
Pictures from this day:
 
Cut of sticks from a basil plant. Put the sticks in a glas of water for some days so the sticks gets long roots. (Like in the picture). Now plant the basil plants with fine roots in mold. 💚
Like this: 
From ONE plant, to 5 plants! 😄

Pregnancy-group, baby-shopping & nausea.

Thursday, 11/6-2020
Oh-my-god-, what a night! 😤 I woke up 4 AM in the night of my idiot to neighbour, that he was FIGHTING with his friend outside on the street? I know that he takes drugs, I mean come on it's so obvious, I can see that. And all his friends too that I have seen. -.- Then his friend was trying to destroy something too? They where screaming and fighting and ohhhh! 😡 I was so near to call the police but I didn't have energy or time for that because my alarm was going to ring at 7 AM. Yeah so I was awake from 4 AM to 7 -.-, then I sleept almost a hours until 8. The I had so much stress!
 
The pregnancy group meeting should start at 9 AM, so I was like okay I will not go, I am too tierd and angry for this! BUT then I felt like no! My idiot-neighbour is not going to destroy my day!  So I did my make-up fast & drank a half cup of coffee. I walked to the meeting (15-20 min), it was soo warm because of the sunny weather. 😵 Then I went to wrong place, and I got 10 min late to the pregnancy-group meeting because of that. I was so sweaty, stressed out, it was so warm, I was tierd and I just wanted to cry. I told them about my night and my morning, and I was like "sorry I just feel like I am going to cry. 😖😫". Haha they were like: "take it easy this is a pregnancy-group so if you wanna cry that is so okay if you do!". Haha but I did'nt cry, but I was really near hahah! 😂 I can not tell you readers what we did there or what we talked about, because that's a rule in the group, it's private. The only thing I can say is that I really needed that and I am looking forward to the next meeting. 😊
 
After the meeting I went to a secondhand-store that's only selling baby- and children things. 😃 Clothes, toys, furnishing & things like that. It was the first time I was there and ohh it was so fun! 😍 I found the best and cutest mobile ever!!!! I am very,vey happy that I found it!! I have searched for a special one a really long time, and finally I found the one! 😍 When I saw it in the store I was thinking that "It is like new and it's really cute!". Then when I got home I realised that it was moving, it had 3 songs and it has a night lamp too! YOU CAN NOT UNDERSTAND MY HAPPINESS! 😭😍😍 Only for 8 euros! Hihi then I bought cute pants in size 56 too. 😚
 
When I got hope I was so tierd (like you can understand after 4 hours of sleep. 😴 So I sleept on the sofa for 1-2 hours. After that I was feeling really bad. Nausea, heartburn, my heart was going really fast, I was feeling wierd, dizzy and so on. I ate little and drank water & then it disapeard. But feeling like this sometimes is normal while being pregnant, especially when you haven't sleept good, and it's very warm and when you have walked alot. So yeah rest of the day I was feeling like SHIT accually, and the baby was very wild in my belly. So rest of the day I was just feeling ill on the sofa haha! 🤣
 
Hope you had a nice thursday guys! 🤗 Byeeee!
 
Pictures from this day: 
 
 
I LOVE Disney-clothes and toys! 😍

Tuesday & wednesday

Hello there my lovely readers! 🤗
These days I was just at home, fixing at home, cleaning, just went to the food-store, making food & only relaxing! Nothing special accually. 😌 Oh yeah Tom made a foot-bath for me PLUS that he polished my feets! (Because I can't do it on my own anymore due of my pregnancy). Thank you honey, you are the best!
 
It has got so clear for me now that I am at the end of the pregnancy now. My body is hurting here and there, often heartburn or feeling that I must throw-up, the baby is like a ninja in there, and her head is down; ready for the world haha! My feets are swollen and my hands too. I can not walk so long, it's just hard to walk to the store... I am tierd all the time.. And honestly I am getting tierd of being pregnant now too. So tierd of the pain, illness and my big, swullen body. 😕 I just wanna time to run by so I can deliver our little babygirl! 💞 On friday pregnancy-week 36 is starting, It is so near now!! I am little nervous to be honest, (ofc!). But soon she is in my arms. 😍
 
On tuesday Tom built her feeding-chair that my mum bought. 😍 It's sooo cute! Thanks mum! Like I wrote in a post before, I know that she is going to begin with tasting food when she is 4 months old. So she is not going to use it before that, but it's good to have the chair ready because the time will go fast (I think 😉). Isn't It cuuuute? 😍
Xoxo
 
 
Chicken, potatoes & salad.
 

First school-day since this corona-pandemic started and my last for this year!

Monday
I woke up 6:45 AM, washed my face, did my make-up and drank coffee. Then I took the bus to the school. The school started 8:15 AM and it was so fun to meet everybody again! 😊
 
This was accually the first real school-day since the whole corona-pandemic started! ...And my last for this year because my maternity leave starts the 11/6 day, (on thursday). My work-practise at the hotel has still not opened yet because of the corona either. So yeah, this was my last school-day for this year. 😄 I just have one homework left to do and then my maternity leave starts! Hihi omg it's so near now!! Soon we have our baby here!! 😍💖💞💕 
 
My school ended sometimes around 2 PM and then I walked with my classmate to the city, and then I went home. 😜 At home I just took it easy after my scool-day. 🤗 Nothing special accually!
 
I hope your week started good too! 👐
 
Photos from this day:
 Pregnancy-week 35 💜
 

Summary of the week.

Sunday, funday! 
HelIo guys!! 😊 I am not going to write a detailed description about my days from tuesday until today like I otherwise always do. So I'm going to give you a small summary of my week with many photos instead, one day at time! 😊 Okay let's go, hihi!
 
Tuesday:
This was a very wonderful day with my mum and her friend!  First we went to the store & bought some picnick-food, then we drove to a place called Tiilijärvi in Hololla. The sun was shining & the weather was so good. 😎 We had picknick beside a lake called Vähä Tiilijärvi. It was really nice! 😊My mum gave me a baby dining-chair too! It's so beautiful, a pink one! Yeah, I know that our baby can't sit in it before she is 4 months or something, but good to be ready! Thank you mum!! 💕
When I came home I fixed my hair (setting hair-extensions). 😉
 
Pictures from tuesday:
 
 
Wednesday:
 I was accually just setting in hair-extensions. 😉 It was a very calm day, nothing special! No photos.
 
Thursday:
This day was so rainy!! I started to build the changing table in the baby-room but I didn't finished it. Hmm I don't remeber what I did this day so well haha! But I think that I was just cleaning and washing the clothes. 
Pictures from thursday:
 
Friday:
I were at the ultrasound this day. 😍 They said that everything was good! 😊Our baby is little smaller than normal but it's just genetical they said! I mean; I am 158 cm long 🙄, not even myself is a "normal size" human haha! So I am not suprised that our little girl is smaller than normal. Everything is still perfect they said, so I am not worried over her size. 😌😊💖
When I came home I continued with the building of the chaning-table, and finished it!
No photos.
 
Yesterday (saturday):
I was building the crib in the baby's room, washing some baby clothes and other baby things. 😊 Haha I sleept 2 times on the day too! I have sleept on the day everyday recently. Haha I feel like a old grandma or something! But now when I am in pregnancy-week 35 my baby is taking much energy. So I need to sleep much now. 😴That's a big reason why I have'nt blogged since monday because I have been sleeping and resting very much lately!  Ohh I just want my baby to come soon! It's not so fun to feel like a meatball grandma anymore hahah! 😅 No photos 
 
Today (sunday):
I have just fixed in the baby-room, for the 3rd day in a row haha! 😁 Me and babe went to the food-store and then we made some food and ate some snacks. I sleept on the day too like ALL these days in this week, like; I'm not kidding haha!! 😂 I feel like a fat cat that just eats and sleeps everyday hahah. 😹
Here comes some photos of our baby's room. It is very much left to do, but here is pictures of what it looks right now. So the room is in a big progress! 😉

We gonna buy a changing mat soon. 😉
 
Other photos from today:
 Breakfast I made today. ;)
Finnish ice-cream is the best ice-cream in the world. 🤤

school-day, face-mask & hair dyeing. HOW TO KNOW TO CHOOSE HAIR-COLOR.

Monday1/6-2020
Hiiiiii everybody! New week, new opportunities! 😉
I woke up 7:30 AM, and my school-lesson started at 8:00 AM via the computer. 😊 I had lesson just til 9:30 I think? We got a school-work that we had to do, and it had to be done latest at 1 PM same day, because then we had a second lesson for the day. So I was studying and having school from 8 AM until 1:30 PM, with 1 hour pause in between. So it was not a long school-day! It has never been long school-days now in this corona-time.
 
After the distance school I fell asleep only 1 hour at the sofa, and Paavo was sleeping beside me. 😻 So sweet!
 
After my resting I put a honey face-mask on my face and began to coloring my hair. 😊 The honey face-mask was really good, it was a mask that you must pull off your face after it had dryed. 😄 The mask was advanced for taking off dead skin so the face feels much "newer" and fresher. 
 
The hair-color made me disappointed accually! When you buy hair-color you should not go after the color at the package, and nor after the name of the color. You should go after the numbers. This was number 6.0. Number 6 means that it should be light brown or dark blonde. (numer 1 is the blackest, number 10 is the lightest.) and the 0 in 6.0 means that the color is neutral. Like this:
The first number at the hair-color package means:
1 = Black
2 = Blackbrown
3 = Dark brown
4 = Brown
5 = Light brown
6 = Dark blonde
7 = Between blonde / middle-blonde
8 = Blonde

9 = Light blonde

10 = Extra light blonde

The second number at the hair-color package means:
What shade the hair-color have, example if the shade is warm, cold or neutral. 
0 = Nature
1 = Ash
2 = Matt
3 = Gold
4 = Red gold
5 = Purple
6 = Violete
7 = Modern brown
8 = Pearl blue
9 = Cendré / Ash-blonde
 
So my hair-color should be 6.0, was more like 4.0... This was a new gel-formula that Schwarzkopf has started with so I wanted to try it out! But I feel like, nope, not again. It went out OK, but not good as it should be! The color wasn't right with the number of the result, nor even after the picture. Nothing! 🙄
 
After the face-mask and colouring I took a loong shower. After that I just took it easy and went to bed with Tom. 💖
 
Pictures from this day:
 
Paavo and my tummy 😍😻

My weekend

Saturday
Our cat and my fianceé went to his parents out in the countryside. Paavo loves to be free in the country-side, so he can run free in the forest and in the fields. 😻
 
I stayed home and then I went to the food-store and bought strawberries, sushi and my favorite bubble-water with apricot and jasmine-flower flavor.😊 I took the bus to my mum, I ate my sushi there and we ate strawberries and just talked. I think I was there 2 hours or something?
 
Then I took the bus in to Lahti City, and sat there in the city, in the sun for a while, sending some snaps with a friend. 😜 
 
Finally, I came home. 😍 We had an inherent that moved out this day too. Our inherent was renting a room at our home from the start when we moved in here for 3 months ago until this day. So now we can fix our baby's room!! 😍It's gonna be sooo cute! Our little baby. <3 Can you understand that I gonna deliver our baby NEXT month!! 😱😁 Omg, the time has gone by sooo fast! Soon she is here! 😍💕
 
In the evening me and my fianceé went to a pizzeria here in the city and he ordered a kebab with fries, & I ordered a pizza. 🤤 Then we went to bed. <3
 
Pictures from this day (only photos of Paavo that Tom sent) 😂:
 
 
😂

Sunday
I began to study almost direcly for some hours when I woke up, and sent a school-work to my teacher. 😊 When I was done I fell asleep for 2 hours I think. 😴 Just because I sleept soo bad that night! I think I only sleept for 4 or 5 hours. Rest of the day I was just taking it easy. I was just feeling tierd. Then me and Tom made some food. Oh yeah, I planted more sugar-pees in the balcony accually haha!
 
My auntie that I just have meet 1 time in my life called me at the evening and said that she was near Lahti. So she came home to us to say hello, it was so nice to see here again!! 😍
 
Just one pic from this day, at Paavo again. 😇 He was sooo tierd from the day before, after he ran free out in the country-side:
 😻